SCENE 11: THE MARRIAGE BED

 

1965 

 

Alex and Stephen are returning home after a night at the opera seeing the Wiliamson Sutherland company. They are in evening dress. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Wake up to yourself Stephen! 

All you seem to do these days 

Is mouth other people’s opinions. 

I can’t believe it! 

I can’t believe you voted for those Philistines. 

 

STEPHEN 

At least I’m not living in some dreamworld. 

The man’s a joke! 

He’s lost the plot! 

The building will never be finished if.... 

 

 

ALEXANDRA 

If people like you won’t let him get on with it. 

 

STEPHEN 

(for the tenth time) 

The biggest hall has to be first and foremost 

For concerts. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

It’s an opera house! 

 

STEPHEN 

There’s not even a full-time opera company! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

The building means there can be. 

 

STEPHEN 

Ah, what kind of twisted logic’s that? 

The fact is, opera and concerts 

Have different acoustic needs. 

It’s just not possible to satisfy them both... 

 

ALEXANDRA 

How would you know? 

 

STEPHEN 

These multipurpose halls 

are failing all over the world. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Because they don’t have this Architect... 

 

STEPHEN 

Oh,pull your head out of the clouds! 

He’s human.  

He’s not god. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Oh god how you’ve changed: 

Give you a little power, 

Put you on a committee... 

 

STEPHEN 

I’m there to represent the interests of the orchestra... 

 

ALEXANDRA 

What about your interests? 

Our interests? 

 

STEPHEN 

They’re the same. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Are they? 

Are they

 

STEPHEN 

self importantly 

I’m under clear instructions 

To get the main hall for the orchestra 

At any cost. 

Any cost! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Oh, how very cloak and dagger. 

Why can’t the Maestro do his own dirty work? 

 

STEPHEN 

It’s my work too 

Can’t you understand? 

 

ALEXANDRA 

You're talented Stephen 

You don’t have to be an underling 

Half your life. 

Let’s go away,  

Oh, let’s go away and... 

 

STEPHEN 

Throw away everything I’ve achieved? 

 

ALEXANDRA 

At least you’d find out what you were really worth. 

 

STEPHEN 

What’s that supposed to mean? 

 

ALEXANDRA 

not unkindly 

It means ...you’re hiding here  

Stephen, 

You’re afraid 

To pit yourself against 

the world. 

 

STEPHEN 

And you’re not? 

 

ALEXANDRA 

I’ve never had a chance  

Have I? 

You’re so selfish. 

 

STEPHEN 

Selfish? 

I’ve worked flat out 

To shape your career,  

To.... 

 

ALEXANDRA 

What career? 

Weddings, soirées, 

The annual Messiah, 

Highlights from Tosca 

In some bloody awful wig. 

A small career, 

Among small minded people... 

 

STEPHEN 

That’s not fair! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

...The perfect hobby for the wife of a 

Small minded husband! 

 

STEPHEN 

Thank you! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Magda was right! 

I should have gone to Zurich. 

I never should have married you. 

Pause 

 

STEPHEN 

I know that’s not what you really think. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

How dare you presume to know that! 

 

STEPHEN 

Spoken like a true prima donna! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

That’s exactly what I’ll be, 

And if leaving you is what it takes 

So be it. 

 

STEPHEN 

Aren’t you forgetting something? 

 

Alex stands very still, breathing deeply. 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Clare comes with me. 

 

STEPHEN 

She’ll fit will she? 

In the cloakroom every night 

With your grand cape and hat... 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Don’t... 

 

STEPHEN 

Or will it be huddled by the heater 

In some grubby London flat... 

 

ALEXANDRA 

...trample on my.... 

 

STEPHEN 

While you fail your tenth audition? 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Stop it! 

 

STEPHEN 

She’s three years old, Alex! 

You say you regret our marriage... 

It’s that child you regret! 

 

ALEXANDRA 

Don’t torture me! 

Don’t torture me! 

I can’t ... 

I can’t live like this... 

 

she takes the car keys and runs out the door 

 

STEPHEN 

Alex! 

Alex! 

Where are you going? 

Alex! 

 

Alexandra finds herself at the opera house, dangerously unbalanced, reckless, and emotionally disturbed by its unfulfilled promise. In her movement we should  get the sense of her trying to climb higher and higher but with her footing being knocked out from under her. Finally she drops out of sight. Morning finds construction in full swing